Back at my desk, I reflect on two weeks of wild celebration, grim fights, old wounds healing and a continuous flow of ancient kindness which kept me on my feet.
In the last two weeks,
- I attended three weddings and one “Polterabend”.
- I navigated the abrupt and bumpy change from full-time worker to full-time mum and back to part-time of both.
- I spent *a lot* of time with my family. My old family, that is, the people I grew up with. It felt like being in a time cocoon, with all its good and bad. But this time – and I’m sorry I cannot be more specific here – the bad lost its overpowering strength, and was replaced by an all-encompassing kindness and an understanding that I only know from relationships which span a lifetime.
- I made a whirlwind trip to Italy to see two friends who I hadn’t seen in 6 years. It was only 36 hours, but every second of it was not only worthwhile, it felt like hours and I will feed on each of them for months to come. We expanded time so that we could be together.
- I danced. I celebrated. I screamed and fought and felt desperation. I was overwhelmed with joy. I cried happy tears and sad ones.
- I learned a lot. I reconnected. I felt held and home in a way I won’t forget.
- I was happy.
How about you?
January 3, 2012 at 9:22 am
I want my life to reflect the truth of what love really is and find healing and freedom in their lives.