Taking the clue from NoApathyAllowed (via hula seventy), I will share some of my obsessive list-making with you in the coming weeks. Here is the first one:
1. Not feeling in control.
2. Losing my family and friends.
3. Parasites.
4. Losing hope.
5. The sudden movements of insects.
6. Failure.
7. Somebody sneaking in on me. It *always* works.
8. Going to the basement in the dark. Don’t laugh.
9. Turning 40 and thinking I should have done things differently. (I still have time).
10. Following my dreams.
The Mindwheels 
Wow. This is a powerful list – particularly in light of your words for 2009 and 2010. (My 2010 word is “brave” – so this definitely bears thinking about.)
Wow, love your take on the things that scare you. Very powerful. Looking forward to the lists to come!